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Graduation Day: filled with tearszzzzzzz.

Almost all the girls were crying their hearts out :'(

Oh oh oh and this week I took many photossssssss!!!!!!! I'll upload when I am free and when my camera can actually connect to the computer properly kay. I know that many of you are gonna kill me if I don't upload them quick, but please be patient :>

Graduation Ceremony:

~lazy to type nowwww~

After about 1300hrs:

After school:

Tectonik, serious camwhoring: jumpshots/ danceshots/ funnyshots/ passportshots, Cherying's Nikon (zomfg, srsly ♥), passport photo-taking, dancing, singing, craziness, chased out by some mofo CEP, plans for movie = phailed, plans for bowling = phailed, Vivo, Long John Silvers, River Island dresses, Topshop & Topman shirts, sushi take-outs, outdoor picnic, pretty sky/ sunset, teasing, chasing a China couple away, camwhoring, gloomy-effect, ghost-effect, Morseton 2.0 etched in our brains, learning dance moves, super lame jokes, long ride on 61 to Holland, ipod videos, Starbucks, inappropriate miscommunication (lmao), japanese gameshows, prank call videos, Stanley's old guitarhero videos.

It's all your fault, you called me beautiful :(

quit asking me why

Hello, I'm only here to announce a few things.

1. HAMILTON WON THE F1 SGP :) luvvvv ^^
2. Please click on the ads there if you're free okay! >>
3. I am v happy I did work almost the whole weekend <:

okay bye i'm off to do more work,
xox

no time for blogging, for facebook, for communication. not even texting.

best i can do, is twitter.

au revoir :>

teenage love affair

let it go
there's no way i can save it now

i miss my turkish affair

i'll be here with you through the night, i won't go home without you

yep i'm back from my trip "around the world". wtf idk how so many people know it's not like many people read my blog anyway right. just goes to show how fast word sprrrreadz.

k i think i will be staying back in school everyday for night study. last night's one was quite productive and ended with a good laugh with tim @ indian-epic-phail-"gangster"-girls-singing-their-indian-songs-loudly-and--probably-ite-dropouts-no-lifers-ask-us-why-we-laugh-at-them-like-wanna-fight-but-they-don't-dare (N)(N)(N) these people = cute

anywayz i wish i'd stayed overseas longer. shan't tell you guys whr i disappeared yet, cuz of discretionsssss. mmm whn i post pictures you'd probably figure out anyways so yeah wtv i'm so lazy to press the full-stop key rwoarrrr . << here there's the full stop

k you won't see me in school til tuesday/ wednesday next week.

ask me why when i get back :)

love you all and don't miss me too much!

take care all of you

xoxoxxo

love,

ash :D

(edit)
hello hello mew i has returned!
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School starts today (... might end for me too)
):

i fall asleep wondering where you are

Happy birthday my dearest darling Courtney, as well as the racist bitch Soon Yu Wen :)

Today

1. Amath class: worksheet was fun to do! mrs toh gave us chocolates (mmm coconut!!!)
2. Cabbed to Great World City
3. Grandma's birthday lunch at some chinese restaurant.
4. Ben & Jerry's > STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE <3,
5. Headed to Zara to look around. Ended up craving practically everything. If only Mom hadn't left earlier.
6. Cousin's place. Until naowwwwwwwwww. Parents coming over at 10 to hang out too. Quite alot of people here. I've been Facebooking.

Anywaysss, I didn't realise it was 9/11 until lunchtime. Kinda sad, thinking about it )':
RIP to the perished.
xoxxx

agony

Been cryin alot lately. at night. in the dark. alone. then all these thoughts creep into your head and you just want to scream but you can't cuz everyone in the house will wake up right.

But you have to be okay. you have to put on this mask, because when people ask if you're okay, you have to be.

I need to stop quarrelling with my parents too. Even though they hurt me so bad sometimes. SO GODDAMN BAD.

But what other choice do you have? you can fight back or you can shut up. I've been fighting. maybe i should shut up. can't find the willpower to do just that though.

I need to talk to a stranger. One that does not know anything about me. Or someone that knows little, and won't judge. something like that anyway.

at the bottom of your lungs

School tomorrow. How unexcited I am.
I have no intention of waking up early. And yet I cannot wait to see my friends. Because, I need to laugh. I neeeeeeeed a cold cup of milo and some toasted marshmellows. Oh wait, I already had that for tea :>

It didn't rain today. But I left my aircon on high power, so my room was freeeezing. Perfect for sleeping. My neck hurts so bad from yesterdayyyyyyyy. I need more sleep.

You surprise me all the time
And no, it doesn't bother me

morrie

Today,

1. Sausages & eggs for breakfast
2. The crashers from last night left after that
3. I slept until 1646
4. I finished reading Tuesdays With Morrie
5. Yes, I cried.
6. I cannot stop thinking about the book, please everyone, go read it. You need to.

xoxo

lyricssss??

Gold glinted summer sunshine
Inflicting you with pain
Break your heart so gently
Pouring down the rain

Cut your skin so deep
Tear the open wound apart
Going back to the beginning
Going back right to the start

(i was bored, so i wrote this)

when i say jump, you say how high

(cute much!!!)

I've been neglecting this blog. and my other blogs. well yeah, i've been busy much! so.. sorry.
it's 0334 hrs in the morning. kay uh here's what happened yesterday:

Monday 7/9
Sleep in the morning: 'nuff said.

Sentosa in the afternoon: drinks, drinks, more drinks, sandcastlesss, beach volleyball, minor sunburn, LUGE x3, cards, conversation about Miss Singapore World: Ria Low (CHECK OUT THE YOUTUBE VIDEO I SWEAR YOU WILL LAUGH LIKE NO MOTHER)

BBQ at night: many people came, and each brought food... hotdogs, steaks, chicken wings, noodles, grapes, Doritos, kettle chips, rock melon, nuts, strawberries & cream, more food, +++ roasted marshmellows!! The crashers: justin amanda jonathan brian. After the foooood, we went swimming. fuckin freeeeeezing dark water, but I had fun laughing nonstop. We got out after a bit cuz it was too cold. And yes, all of them are sleeping now )':

alrighhhhhhhhhhht tmr imma sleep til sleep is impossible. (that itself is impossible but nvmmm!) so bye. i'll randomly post until i get tired. god my ass hurts like helllllllllllll.

before the worst

• After FN, stayed in school ate some jap. Ended up staying back for a number of spontaneous things.
• Queens Cup: yes we won, again :) Bboys soccer was the most interesting much, we won 3-2. First goal: Nathan shot own goal. 2nd goal: about 6 mins later, luqman shot from half-court. The other goals weren't so spontaneouz. Every team won today, except cboys volleyball. B&T were going NUTS over girls. REALLY crazy.
• So technically, I stayed in school for a little more than 12 hours, whao.
• Took 970 with bryan tim cass david to go for dinner @ Holland V's hawker centre.
• Starbucks with bryan tim cass david avril jiarong edward weekiat izdi herrick. Like some illegal gathering only.
• ~Note to self: Must go back to Holland's 3 Monkeys Cafe soon!!!! (spark, tim, spark) *o* ~
• Cabbed home with timster, I reached home kinda late but my parents were out, so like yay.
• Found kat & her friends nat & krish, as well as my new neighbours christina & david, all in the pool. So i jumped in too <: after which we walked krish to the busstop, dripping wet. Then nat & kat went back to the house first, and then krish's bus came, so I walked home alone and wet (sounds so terribly wrong I know). But it was fun, even though i was so so sooooooooo tired after that, til i fell asleep on someone, sorry.

no more poison killing my emotion

Weds

1. 7/11: cup noodles, Ya Kun: drinks & free seating.
2. Went to meet 2 trackers, one cool & one uncool :>
3. Serene centre's Macs: mindfucking asad
4. Subway c00kiez, tall dark handsome ones too.
5. Railway track > realllllly long walk, ghost story, mindfucking, "Bridge to Terabithia", skulls, "I Spy", dog corpse, making friends with the indian construction workers, etc.

Thurs
Chem/ phys prelim practical

During chem, we had to test for gas. My nose was blocked cuz I'm having a cold, so I couldn't smell the pungence of the gas, so I went to put the test tube under my nose and sniff like it was some DKNY Delicious fragrance or something. And then when the exam was over, I walked out of class, straight into a dustbin, and I was like falling all over it. Mr Tay saw and laughed and he was like, "The experiment got alcohol ah?" GLK. So yeah, I'm a bit stupid. Only a bit.

After the practical, first shift got quarantined >> a bunch of fun 01 and 02 people where our only source of entertainment were the tins of Scooby treats (sugar-gem biscuits, choco wafers, lemon cream crackers), playing cards, helping Art students color, watching iPod videos (Kumar, Spongebob, Jabbawockeez), lame jokes, shooting each other with comebacks in the "When You Were Born" game, etc.

Lunched at queensway sc with manda cy mk mj aud fy minji bryan + zh cass jr avril. MK, MJ & I were annoyed with some army boys who were like, with their mom or smth. They look like, 14, srsly, and they think they are VERY CUTE. Primary school kids behave as if I am an alien, thanks -.-

Then suddenly avril wanted to pierce her ear to "balance" the holes. And so i accompanied her and pierced my 2nd holes too cuz i've been wanting to, for a while. We went to the nice cute indian man (lmao), the one who did Shane's expansion(ist policy, fuck history). At first I was kinda terrified cuz avril said it hurt like one _ so I was like, shit? So I have 4 holes right naow na na na na :> Like finally.

Next was bowling @ Safra, with bryan jr cass avril zh. My highest was 98, thanks to the double-strike at the end (why not triple huh huh huh), damn low i know i know, but i haven't played this year kayzx so it's alrrrrrrright!

Today was filled with spontaneity and jokes and laughter, after a mind-draining period of emptiness. Tim said the gas I sniffed probably made me a bit foggy, ONLY A BIT OKAY.
I kissed $45 away today. I srsly cannot control myself when I have cash on me. It's really really REALLY bad, really. Ash, stop your fxckin splurging already! Tomorrow marks the end of prelims, as well as the start of the Sept holidays, cool right? NO. O lvls in 50+ days. can you say omg? No you can't, can you, you're too loss for words.

There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how

Monday

1. Teachers' Day Celebrations
2. Saw seniors, as well as some people I haven't seen in years, & said hello :)
3. Cute motorbike guy (ahhhh minji!!!)
4. Subway @ Holland, with minji cherying zoe christabelle weiling.
5. Laugh like no mother lmfao
6. Walk around that shopping centre where Bread Talk is.
7. GL people :D
8. Cold Storage with zoe & cy, play happy family!
9. Zoe & CY left...
10. Met my neighbour from bikini bottommmmm, headed to the rapper's place.

Okay the end :)

Today

Uncle bill's funeral.

I swear i hate funerals. I hate death. hate hate hate it. You don't see anything sadder than it.

Though this one was beautiful, the roses and everything, you could see everything just dripping with sadness. The singing was the breakdown point for many. The cremation was the worst. I don't understand how anyone can live through seeing those flames. I hate those flames.

I still hate funerals. Always have, always will.

RIP Uncle Bill )':

jack rose jack rose jack is rosy posy

Blogger is screwed up again. Go to hell man...

Anyway all I did today was illegally download music, watch Mean Girls, go for tewtion at Subway and eat co0o0o0kies, come home and use the internet until now.

Tomorrow's EL paper 2, and Teachers' Day celebrations which I doubt I have to go for :>
Can't wait to totally go wild with tomorrow's plans, whatever they are.
Bonne nuit
x

Like a bird, free from its cage

It's been so long

Do you ever feel like sometimes the world is gonna crash down upon you?

I miss my friends and my parents right now.

I feel kinda lonely )':

I have 2 backstage passes for Anberlin, and I can't go. I don't think I can, anyways.

How pathetically sad is that??

Hello newcomers

Unprivated my blog.

Nothing juicy here anyway, contrary to the blog title.

Enjoy the nothingness and emptiness, and crass humor that appears once in a red moon. Yes red, because red is better than blue. Like how Liverpool is better than Chelsea.

Okay right wtv enjoy my misery.

ABS ftw ;)

After English (which we were late for and yet left on time), went to Ikea for lunch with manda bryan tim jr shinmun cass. Manda left a bit after we reached. I shared chix wingz and blueberry cheesecake w tim then aft tht we went to Queensway SC to look for ticket-printing services.

Walked around a bit, then shinmun bryan and i went to Coronation Plaza to check out more ticket-printing places. Found good deals, laughed at sleazy Chinese restaurants that resembled brothels, laughed at the Hwa Chong guys inside, laughed at the Hwa Chong guys upstairs sitting on the floor eating, basically laughed nonstop.

Next these prom night committee people took me on my virgin Island Creamery experience for a trio-sharing of a Mudpie, a Baked Alaska, and 1 scoop Apple Pie - 1 scoop Very Berry. Talked truckloads. And something happened. But that something is not important to any of my readers. except a few. or 2. but then they already know so nvm i shall shut up about that naowwww.

Then we went to Macs after about 1.5 hourz cuz other people were flowing in. Bryan bought shakerfriessssss (Y) We talked truckloads more and after a while bryan had to go home and open the door for his mom who got locked out (haha so cute right) and shiny had to buy Chendol (lol??) so i walked to the bus stop with bryan and waited for 156 with him because I am nice like that. Then hopped on 170 (hey hey hey) home sweet home.

Asad videocalled me just now and we played guitarrrrr ^^ hahaha asad's a BITCHHHHH i swear :) Whao just realised I went to many many places today. Heh. And geeeeez I ate so much today :'( Shall starve & go running tmr :>

Today, I found out stuff that shocked me beyond comprehension.

Yet I STILL don't believe it.

How can I believe it? It's beyond believability.

How could you possibly...?

How how howwwwwwwww!

You and me together

OMFG NO DOUBT IS COMING TO SGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!
K i am gna BEG my mom to lemme go for F1 Rocks, i don't give a helllll.
Beyonce, BEP, No Doubt - how can I not go!!

Check it: http://www.nodoubt.com/blog/default.aspx?nid=22641